To friends and family. In less than a year, my family has lost my mama and pops. They both passed from heart illness. My mom passed in September and my pops last Saturday. We will hold services for him in Vegas Monday, July 1st and then take him to Mexico so he can be with my mama. I am extremely sad, angry and, at times calm, knowing they are together again. But Mommy and daughter not always eye to eye but always heart to heart. I don’t know how to more forward but I know I must. I have to ensure my brother Gabriel Barragan is okay because he has 3 beautiful daughters Nicole Barragan Xitlalic Sophia Saviñon Noemi Barragan and they need him.
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Our pain is deep but I know he’s having a harder time. He and my parents were inseparable and my pops and my brother we’re best friends! I know I have to also feel and I am. I came to Vegas to take care of them and provide for them. I thought I would have them longer. Juliana Urtubey Otálora and I were making plans to get them a little house for themselves. Not always eye to eye but always heart to heart, that’s mommy and daughter. Then my mom passed. Then I told my pops we were still planning to get him a little house after my mom passed. I told him to give me a year and That I would get him his own house so he could do whatever he wanted.
Play drums and watch soccer at the same time while checking his Facebook. Then he passed. I wonder if they felt I was pushing them away? I wasn’t. I wonder if they didn’t feel loved by me? They shouldn’t have. I loved them more than anything in the world. I wonder if I broke their heart and made their heart ill? I tried my best, I did my best but I could have done more! For now, I m going to honor their life and I’ll continue to push through. I’ll finish my album in their name and try to make them proud of who I am as a human. But I’m human, and I make mistakes. I hope they can forgive me for anything I’ve done wrong and I hope they continue to guide me through this darkness.