My family is pressing me not to let her suffer any longer. That by carrying on with drips and treatments is for MY benefit and not for Lala’s? Is this true? Is my hope that she will recover somehow based on my own anxiety and heartbreak over loosing my baby? But Have a nice day with Awesome Dads Have Tattoos and Beards Sweat shirt. My inner argument is what if I’m old and sick?
And Will it then be best to put me down because I have very little quality of life? And even when writing this sentence, I realise how silly my argument is. But I am just not ready to say goodbye. But I look into her beautiful brown eyes and still see life. I look into her soul and see my friend. I am not ready to let her go. And yet I do not want her to suffer. When is it time to let go? Sometimes, you have to let them go😥. We keep our babies alive for ourselves, not for them. Your lala has had a beautiful life with you. Her quality of life is gone…She is not happy